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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Good morning, @April Whalley, and thank you for restacking this. It’s been a busy season, thus far, and I have been so busy with my own work that it’s often hard to check out all the other work I follow in Substack.

Merry Christmas, April, and may the New Year bring you all the Best!

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April Whalley's avatar

Thank you Paul and a Merry Christmas to you. I have been in creative doldrums for a while now due to life being ….. hmm, challenging, is the best description. I look forward to coming back and joining in again . This poem really spoke to me, I love the rhythm you have found here.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Yes, April, challenging times for many of us. Let’s lift a class of cheer and toast to better days ahead!

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cookropi's avatar

I am truly sorry if anyone feels these words in their life. Nearing 80 and with no one beside me, find I am content with my life, with the small family around me, the fresh air and sweet company of my dogs on our morning walk. Every day upright is a gift.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

I’m with you, cookropi. Thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts on this. But, most of all, Merry Christmas!

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Richard Blaisdell's avatar

Await in the night

Solstice arrives 9:21am.

Light a candle.

Banish the darkness.

Return to the light.

Not alone able to see.

Through the next day.

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Richard Blaisdell's avatar

9:21 am Greenwich mean time.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Thank you, Richard

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Jane Newell's avatar

You capture the sorrow of those moments when being alone feels unbearable...for many, a human phenomenon we'd rather not confront. Like a true poet, you rather run into the feeling of it...and give it voice. Thank you🙏❤️

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Yes, Jane, as if the writing is way of confronting those feelings and purging or overcoming the negativity they can cause

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Oma Rose's avatar

So sad, Paul. But I feel we share some of this together as it must eventually be for each of us. Old age and the aloneness it brings is a natural part of life hitting us in the face. As an elder, I am familiar with the fact of just being without others who meant so much through time. But, you are there - or here, as the case may be. Let's celebrate that as long as we can use the time left to wonder and create!

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Absolutely. I will finish my 77th year in 6 months, and I’m not sad. Oma Rose. So long as I can still write and get letters addressed to me and not to “Occupant,” I’m fine.

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Malcolm J McKinney's avatar

Now that is really dark, Paul.

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Victory Palace's avatar

Paul, this was truly incredible, an instant classic to be enshrined in Poetry's halls. The simplest words conveying the deepest emotions of the human heart. I know this is a dark solemn piece, but sometimes you have to "exorcise" these emotions out of your system - and this is done through poetry. Really, if you recited this to Hades, he would let Eurydice go back up to earth with you.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Thank you, V P. & Merry Christmas, my friend!

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Victory Palace's avatar

Merry Christmas Paul!

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David MacGregor's avatar

Winter's night

Winter's blight

One heart

All alone

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Chad R Herman's avatar

And we find nobody home

I love this line. The constant searching for someone. I love.this poem

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Thank you, Chad

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Negar Kamali's avatar

A very sad poem, which i can relate to. In my opinion, the reason we're so alone is that we're not taught much about real values in life in our formative years. I won't go into much detail here, but i can explain more if you're interested.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

There are so many reasons, Negar: loss of values, loss of community, loss of faith in our fellow man, denial of a common set of facts, mistaking opinion for truth…all of these, and more, can create a sense of alienation, that sense of anomie, Durkheim first identified at the end of the 19th Century.

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Carole Roseland's avatar

They may not be home, but they will be back.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Will they be known?

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Carole Roseland's avatar

If recognized.

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Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

For as long as you feel your heart turning into a lonely stone and finding the words to cry over it, you’re not alone. Your heart is not yet a stone. Merry Christmas🎄

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Grateful for your thoughts on this, Rostislava, thank you & Merry Christmas!

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Kathleen Hobbs's avatar

Beautiful but made me cry. My heart breaks for widows and widows this time of year.

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Daniel A Detwiler Ph.D.'s avatar

I just have to quote the song “I wish you shelter from the storm, Cozy fire to keep you warm, I wish you health and more than wealth, I wish you Love”. May your holidays be filled with joy. Daniel

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

May your holidays be filled with joy, too, Daniel.

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Joshua Nearly's avatar

Reading this, while being crammed into a plane with a hundred of my new best friends… and thinking about the vastness of loneliness… you can feel it all around… but also reflecting on the occasional brilliant light of love… both exist. And both are part of the adventure… wheels up soon… Godspeed to all, and hope, and Merry Christmas.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

Thank you, Joshua, you’re on your way back home? Merry Christmas, my Friend, Merry Christmas.

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Joshua Nearly's avatar

Yes… just landed in Seattle… one more quick flight to get home. Merry Christmas to you, too.

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Joshua Nearly's avatar

OMG… it’s so warm down here! White Christmases are overrated! (You can only say that if you’re traveling home from Alaska!). Great song, though.

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Negar Kamali's avatar

Thanks, Paul. You completed my thoughts about this. Yes, there are so many reasons (In my case, loss of values and not finding a community i can belong to, constantly and subconsciously comparing myself with others, and finally, not wanting to put myself first are the reasons i feel so alone).

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